Picking up my cross

this is the year

2007-01-22T19:49:00.000+08:00

I've waited for 2 years.

FINALLY

Michelle4H, Hao Yi 2C and Duncan 4G HOGC!! (:

I'm glad that i did not give up (: Like what Pastor said last week. we might be this close for a breakthrough. keep the fire burning.

I can sense that this year(2007) is the season of harvest and breakthrough. there'll be an explosion in BNSS (: i am here to make a difference. how about you?

tired

2007-01-17T22:44:00.000+08:00

I PONN DETENTION!!

Rawr, the reason why i got into detention is because i did not turn up for meet the parent session last friday,as i am attending Pastor Joakim schools seminar. haha. I Thank GOD that i went for that seminar (:

I Think i need help. I've been sleeping early these few days. at around 10 plus to 11. lol feeling very tired these few days.

I can start seeing the harvest in BNSS (: how awesome can it be.

-michelle

i will make a stand for you.

2007-01-13T22:38:00.000+08:00

BOOYAHHH.

Mich is back to blog. haha. SCHOOL! kinda had a tough 2 weeks. lol. problems with my CCA and stuff.

but through the problem that i had in my CCA, it makes me draw closer to GOD. tired and happy at the same time. LOL.I must tell u this~! my accounts teacher very cute. she said during her lesson we cant pick up or reply a call or sms UNLESS it's your grandma. only your GRANDMa then can. lol. grandfather also cant. diao.

I thank God that i've got saved and did not turn out to be like you

-can u show some respect to the people around you? No matter how BAD your day is, please dont throw your anger to Others and the SEC ONES! come on la. so selfish.

WOO HOO.Friday Saturday Sunday! haha. Pastor Joakim!! He's really someone whom had the same vision and dreams as our Pastors.haha. Others! many times we take about others. but i finally got it this time. RING RING RING - RING the OTHERS bell. My life will be filled with Other's. I will not Compromise. I stand for what I belive in. I'll make a stand for my GOD.

My Heart will always be here. no matter what happened.

I have a better purpose to DIE for.

I will pray for u. dont dissapoint us.

-YAO

wahahaha

2007-01-07T01:09:00.000+08:00

it's been forever since someone has blogged. haha.

thanks to JC life, i am officially dying. Ending school at like 7pm everyday is totally no joke. And i go to school and go home by bus so it takes like 45 minutes. Orientation was fun, but i would rather be going on outings and getting the integration. Or spending time in God's presence having a good QT.

haha, but yea, orientation rocked. OG 3 Rocked. Saverdo is SEXY.
=x

just that by the time i get home i'm so super tired la. then i can't do as much as i want to do. i can't go on outings and do admin. so sian diao.
hahas.

mmm, i realised something.
putting God first is much harder than it seems. we all say we will run for Jesus, but how many of us will pay the price?
i understand what it means now, to really put God first. even though the flesh says no.
i will stand strong.

for me, God, heart of God church and my people will always come above all else.
i will sacrifice whatever i need to.
i guess that's something my friends just have to live with, because it's not going to change.

charleston told us today that we gotta work harder.
so i'm gonna work hard! haha.
this season is going to be a time of stretching.
i'm gonna break through.

-fefe

deep down my heart

2007-01-02T22:48:00.000+08:00

You are my everything. without you i am nothing.

Here i am LORD,
use me
send me
mould me
cleanse me
change me
guild me
teach me
love me

I will stay strong in YOU

I simply live for you

PS: thanks chiwen ,Mong , Roy and my bestie fedora

-yao

2007

2007-01-02T12:42:00.000+08:00

ac·cel·er·ate /æk-sel-uh-reyt/
-verb (used with object)
1.
to cause faster or greater activity, development, progress, advancement, etc., in: to accelerate economic growth.
2.
to hasten the occurrence of: to accelerate the fall of a government.
3.
Mechanics. to change the velocity of (a body) or the rate of (motion); cause to undergo acceleration.
4.
to reduce the time required for (a course of study) by intensifying the work, eliminating detail, etc. -verb (used without object)
5.
to move or go faster; increase in speed.
6.
to progress or develop faster.

[Origin: 1515–25; <>ACC- + celer swift + -ātus -ATE1]

2007 -
let's grow Heart of God church.
conquer new grounds; bring in greater harvests.
it's time to rise up.
ACCELERATE!

-fefe

michelle's exciting day

2006-12-30T14:11:00.001+08:00

I'm so goanna blog about my exciting day YESTERDAY!
I shall call it a food buying day.

I had a breakthrough in the morning. i woke up at 830am! so proud of myself and happy about it. but i realise i fall asleep after eating my breakfast -.- arhhhhh! irritating. cant michelle yao wake up early in the morning? SIAN DIAO.

went to shop for some new stuff. as my mum gave me 100 dollars for christmas. -end up i found myself in flash imp shop. all jackets, 50percent sale. ha, michelle yao is smart , so she went to buy a jacket she's in love with.

NICE RIGHT! hahahhaha

After that went for usher training at 3pm. i end up buying food for the ushers. then end up buying food for orchestra people then the fashion ministry people. went to buy with michelle and phyllis

that's the phyllis ,michelle and michelle . haha.

we went to buy 6 sets of TORI Q set A. and 30 cups of bubble tea.

At Night. Yilin and I went to help pastor and 41st day buy their dinner. another 14 cups of bubble tea and 100 nuggets. (: hahahaha. the funnny thing is when yi lin and i ordered the 100 nuggets from macs. the auntie asked us if we are eatting here or taking away. LOL.-eatting here. that means yi lin and i got to eat 100 nuggets. -.-

Oh well. I reach home at 1am!!!!!! late huh. went to bath and felll asleep.

It was an exciting day! haha. although it's all the small little things that we have done, I'm happy (: USHER ROCKS (:

-YAO (:

sanctuary

2006-12-28T23:40:00.000+08:00

(before) (after)

the new me - look what one holiday with God has done (:

it's time to go back to school. SAJC for Christ.
let's conquer new ground!

-fefe

RANDOM

2006-12-26T23:03:00.000+08:00

A picture speaks a thousand word.

that's FL, i took through the mirror! ha. she's waiting for me while i'm happily shopping.

My pretty NEW shoe, love it (:

a Panda itself can own a panda too (:

oh well. i am just posting some random thingy. wahahaha.

coming soon!

2006-12-23T01:32:00.000+08:00

if you're lost you can look--and you will find me
time after time
if you fall I will catch you--I'll be waiting
time after time

christmas is coming! (:
what does christmas mean to you?

1. presents?
2. family dinner?
3. candy canes & chocolates?
4. more presents...
5. fellowship?

i'll tell you what christmas means to me.
christmas is about a Man, who put the CHRIST into christmas (:

do you know why we have christmas.

because of YOU,
yes,
YOU.

Jesus was born for YOU, and He died for YOU.
will you deny Him?

End it well

2006-12-21T01:48:00.000+08:00

hahah Thanks Fedora! you are my BEST forever, I know fedora is different from my other friends (:
I Hope you ate the medicine before you went to sleep. haha.
anyway. it's really truth that there will be a point of time where you are stuck or tired in our christian walk.it's not a game. it's something we do for real, for our mighty GOD. it might get tougher to hang on, but I will always remember what marilyn told me when one of my sheep backslide. she said that- it is not how good we start, but it is how good we end it'
Let's just countinue running in God , stay strong and finish the race WELL. haha
SEE YOU AT THE FINISHING LINE.!

-Yao

bestieeee

2006-12-20T00:59:00.000+08:00

i love you michelle! MY ONE & ONLY BESTIE (:

life is getting tougher; but my God is making me stronger.
i believe in You.

into the fire

2006-12-18T00:05:00.000+08:00

i want to stand strong in God.
i believe our team can break through this.
i believe the devil will regret.
i pray that hearts will be touched, lives changed.

thank You Lord for the salvations today.

i am afraid and hungry and tired. but i'm still here - i'm still in love with my God.
no matter what happens, i know He is with me.

In God i trust

2006-12-17T23:47:00.000+08:00

. lol. i realise many many things that i do not know.
things that made me go sian.
so who am i suppose to trust now? you or you?
hahaha. IN GOD I TRUST (:
aiiyarhh. was about to bust out in church just now.
SERIOUSLY. if that's really the facts,-you have dissapointed me. how can i trust you ever?
I've lost my faith and trust in someone whom i loved.

GOD,I'm pressing on..i'm still running.. i'm still loving (:

-Yao

prayer

2006-12-15T22:41:00.001+08:00

we are a team.
we stand together - fight together - pray together.
devil, you can't touch our sheep.

we will breakthrough.
(maine&syl - iloveyouguyslots)
pray& watch - Our God will fight for us.

-fefe

VBS

2006-12-14T21:38:00.000+08:00

VBS. VBS VBS VBS (: wahaha.

Oh man.. VBS is over. I miss VBS! I miss VBS admin! haha.

WE are RADICAL Chirstians, in a RADICAL Church with two RADICAL Pastors.
Speaking of Pastors, During Q and A just now, Pastors are so AMAZING
HoGc Peeps! haha. we have a cute Spiritual Parents.

Oh well. I hope that i can do admin again next year!

I'll ONLY bow to the King of Kings. My Heart will always be with God, With the Church , With Pastors.

The Future in Amazing (:

(:

2006-12-12T21:15:00.000+08:00

Love can see more through a teardrop than reason sees through a telescope.
Love is not blind; it is intensely real & focused.
Love is not affection, but devotion; it reaches its highest with sacrifice.

True love of Christ is not mystical admiration but a practical loyalty.

(thanks for the cookies bestie! they were michilicious! hugs)

- fefe

the harvest field

2006-12-11T21:05:00.000+08:00

there are 6, 562, 571, 815 people on planet Earth.
3,913,842,171 people in Asia alone.

57.9 million people die each year
158,857 people die each day
6619 people die each hour
110 people die each minute

almost 2 people die each second

2,133,806,000 of the world population are Christian.
4,428,765,815 of the world population are not.
in 76 years, all the non-Christians in the world will be dead.

that is the urgency of our situation. every second, a soul is lost.
we are the ones who stand at the divide between heaven and hell.

be active; not passive.
the harvest fields are waiting.

- fefe

God is faithful!

2006-12-11T13:05:00.000+08:00

GOD is FAITHFUL! haha
I've encounter God through my sickness twice! [Recently]

The first time was before Youth Camp, the day before youth camp i am having flu,headach and high fever as uaual. My mood on that spot was "SIANNN DIAOO" because youth camp it's like once a year and i remembered how i grow through youth camp last year! All these stupid sickness did not stop me from going to youth Camp. in Fact, i start praying in faith and turn on my I-pod, no no no , as in i started to turn on my GOD -POD and worshiping Him. RAWR guess what? i ate my medicine and sleep like a PIG. the next day, my high fever totally gone and i can feel the strength inside of me. I still countine to eat my medicine and went for youth camp on that day. If you're at youth camp, you can see me jumping around ! haah, COOL HUH?

The second encounter was just yesterday itself. Yesterday i had fever, headach and flu once again! this morning when i wke up it got worst. i was told to go to the temple to visit my grand father -it surely gone from bad to worst!haha. I prayed in my heart. prayed that God can heal me once again so that i can be strengten for VBS! When i step out of the temple i feel much more better.*** I prayed to MY GOD not the god in the temple. haha.**in the afternoon. took a nap, wake up and I FEEL MUCH more better! haha Is'nt GOd Amazing? yeah man..

Philp 4:13- "I can do all things through Christ who Strengten me"

Start Beliving and praying in FAITH. nothing can stop us from that. and i belive as you pray God will start moving in a BIG way! haha.

-Michmich(:

solomon!

2006-12-10T02:49:00.000+08:00

haha!
yea just read my bible. 1 Kings - solomon.
charleston & samantha told me to read about Solomon and how he got so much wisdom from God, so I have. it's really so awesome.
the bible says that Solomon prayed that God would dwell in the temple he built for Him always. he prayes for God's presence to be with him always!

VBS and 24 has been totally great. i feel like i've gone up to a whole new level! the future is gonna be even more amazing.

Pastor's sermon today is so true.
our dreams need 3 things:
-discipline
-dedication
-decision

i've made my decision. even if i lose all my friends, all my money, a great career.
i will not sell out on God. i will not let go of my dream so easily.
i'm going to be a CGL, someone who will lead and impact people with the love of God.

while my friends maybe planning their careers, looking for love in relationships and mugging their lives away,
i know i am impacting and changing my world.
even if i can't change the world, i can change MY world.

Wisdom, exceedingly great understanding and a largeness of heart like the seashore - that's the cry of my heart (:

my life is amazing.

-fefe

STRETCHED

2006-12-10T00:46:00.000+08:00

Hi PEEPS! haha. This is the new BLOG! it's called the Michelle and Fedora blog. haha.

Anyway. VBS and 24 was a blast! haha have u ever tried doing praise and worship at 330am? I DID!
haha. Feeling really streched recently with vbs admin and stuff. haha. Mong! Ming Rong is not in Singapore! arhh.hahaha. OH WELL. I'm happy being tired! hahaha

Okie Okie. Let's talk about this blog. IF this blog is not obvious for you enough, Fedora and I were Best friends. haha. yup. I see her as a best friend and a BIG sister! yup! it's so cool talking to her. usually we will talk about DREAMS VISION CHURCH OUR PEOPLE! haha. Fedora!!! hahahaha...

RAWR! i cant wait for christmas and Heart Awards!yes yes yes. everything is just so ZAI. haha

I LOVE HEART OF GOD CHURCH!

-michmich

2006-12-10T00:04:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO!